memory, without it, we equal nothing

i miss him already... i can say so much but why i already cried for him. I have the memories and a bowl which i guess is better than nothing.

At least Adrian Wilson laid that one guy out makes me feel better about my cardinals losing.
Test week yay.

clairvoyant disease is about depression, but also it tells about giving up. Losing hope. "And you sit there and do nothing
You're content with doing nothing"- its like youre so overwhelmed by the depression that you lose the will to change, to be better, to get over your disease. but still, this craving for something happier, for something better, is inside of you- "But in my life, I wanted more, I needed more
I taste more".

And i wont be DENIED

Im sure if we had decided to mourn for ever tragic even that ever happened in pseudo-america im sure we would mourn every day. Why is spet 11th so special.

Some people just want a reality check, and im not afraid to cash them out. My legs feel like jelly and im happy as can be.

I need to stop advancing as much fun as it is. Im bound to rub someone the wrong way but who cares thats life and i do what a i wanna. Shout out to you.

song: And all things will end by Avenged Sevenfold <~~i can do the robot to that song

peace jesuits

You get nothing and like it

Good movie, good times, feeling good, looking okay, you know how i do.

So many things to download, so lot of time, school is great. Learning stuff still. Found two movies ive been looking for but i have to by then which i feel is rediculous haha.

I started running again, i havent been hurt so good in such a long time. Work sucks, but when is work ever supposed to be good. My motivation for running? Hard rock. next week its Outkast.

currrent favorite song: B.O.B. by outkast

Who is fucking who.

Reminiscing about double taping which was early 90's man everyone was doing it. That and the black box, good times free ppv movies and movie channels haha. Xbox live racism is getting pretty annoying, i guess people never grow up and there will always be that sore loser. Well i guess he would be sore since my 18 inch cock just raped him...pshh whatever

Left work early, bought bioshock. It's all good. I can't believe that im actually such a good worker that they didnt want me to leave haha. Think im coming down with something. Not good at all. Apparently im hot stuff. I beg to differ. If i was such hot stuff then how come im not in a music video with right said fred. Jusssssssssst kidding.

South park is too funny, so is mystery science theater 3000.

Drunk people are funny.HINT HINT

chuck crazycaraboo (2:39:07 AM): im drunk
leopold stotch86 (2:39:46 AM): prove it
crazycaraboo (2:41:02 AM): pj\\
crazycaraboo (2:41:03 AM): oh
crazycaraboo (2:41:05 AM): *
crazycaraboo (2:41:05 AM): oho
crazycaraboo (2:41:07 AM): ohU*
crazycaraboo (2:41:09 AM): oh*
crazycaraboo (2:41:13 AM): like
crazycaraboo (2:41:19 AM): we sat on the stairs
crazycaraboo (2:41:25 AM): and i was at te bottom
crazycaraboo (2:41:27 AM): then
crazycaraboo (2:41:34 AM): i criedd
crazycaraboo (2:41:38 AM): hahyeah
crazycaraboo (2:41:40 AM): like
crazycaraboo (2:41:44 AM): i'm relaly good at life
crazycaraboo (2:41:46 AM): like
crazycaraboo (2:41:49 AM): yheah
crazycaraboo (2:42:01 AM): i dunno i think thad
crazycaraboo (2:42:02 AM): that
crazycaraboo (2:42:04 AM): that*
crazycaraboo (2:42:06 AM): like
crazycaraboo (2:42:20 AM): i think im from the wrong century
crazycaraboo (2:42:27 AM): like
crazycaraboo (2:42:33 AM): im too nice
crazycaraboo (2:42:38 AM): to be here
crazycaraboo (2:42:45 AM): people are so mean
crazycaraboo (2:42:54 AM): people are onlhy beingcause nother people are too
crazycaraboo (2:42:59 AM): and then hita makes them all like that
crazycaraboo (2:43:02 AM): cuz lthne
crazycaraboo (2:43:09 AM): it's nlike this big circle
crazycaraboo (2:43:10 AM): of like
crazycaraboo (2:43:13 AM): not happy people
crazycaraboo (2:43:17 AM): wjo are all mean to each other
crazycaraboo (2:43:19 AM): likei am so nice
crazycaraboo (2:43:24 AM): but i am eanmean cuz
crazycaraboo (2:43:27 AM): other people are mean to each other
crazycaraboo (2:43:30 AM): i dunno
crazycaraboo (2:43:34 AM): i think that sometimes
crazycaraboo (2:43:44 AM): we should just lbe in
crazycaraboo (2:43:50 AM): really
crazycaraboo (2:43:59 AM): yeah
crazycaraboo (2:44:03 AM): i dunno
leopold stotch86 (2:44:09 AM): you kno this is going on blogspot rightt ? lol
crazycaraboo (2:44:11 AM): im a good typer
crazycaraboo (2:44:15 AM): also
crazycaraboo (2:44:22 AM): if you were her ei'md make out wit you
crazycaraboo (2:44:27 AM): come over now
crazycaraboo (2:44:52 AM): i think yo shoud
crazycaraboo (2:44:55 AM): hang ot wiith me
crazycaraboo (2:45:00 AM): im rea lly nice
leopold stotch86 (2:45:14 AM): lol
crazycaraboo (2:46:18 AM): im sad
crazycaraboo (2:46:35 AM): also retarded
crazycaraboo (2:47:42 AM): i hadve a sighn
crazycaraboo (2:47:44 AM): sign*
crazycaraboo (2:47:53 AM): eric got me a sign last nightt cuz i wanted it
crazycaraboo (2:47:56 AM): it was tie
crazycaraboo (2:47:59 AM): it's the
crazycaraboo (2:48:05 AM): fine songe
crazycaraboo (2:48:08 AM): singf
crazycaraboo (2:48:11 AM): sing(
crazycaraboo (2:48:12 AM): sing*
crazycaraboo (2:48:14 AM): singe
crazycaraboo (2:48:14 AM): *
crazycaraboo (2:48:18 AM): singy
crazycaraboo (2:48:20 AM): dfa
crazycaraboo (2:48:26 AM): sing*
crazycaraboo (2:48:31 AM): tomfrom
crazycaraboo (2:48:34 AM): the bottom
crazycaraboo (2:48:39 AM): of the handicappd
crazycaraboo (2:48:42 AM): thing likke
crazycaraboo (2:48:50 AM): he wasnt handicapped though
crazycaraboo (2:48:58 AM): im not either buth egot it forme
crazycaraboo (2:49:07 AM): acntttlly
crazycaraboo (2:49:09 AM): i think i am cuz like
crazycaraboo (2:49:11 AM): yeah
crazycaraboo (2:49:17 AM): i tired
crazycaraboo (2:49:18 AM): im tired
leopold stotch86 (2:49:36 AM): sleeep lol
crazycaraboo (2:50:19 AM): i don't want to
crazycaraboo (2:50:25 AM): i wanna make out with someone
crazycaraboo (2:50:29 AM): but there's not one to oneamke out iwth
crazycaraboo (2:50:37 AM): no noe meonwa nts to meake out with me anymore
crazycaraboo (2:50:38 AM): it's really sad
crazycaraboo (2:50:40 AM): i dojnno why
crazycaraboo (2:50:47 AM): like i am a really good ikisser
crazycaraboo (2:50:48 AM): i swear
crazycaraboo (2:50:57 AM): i really am like treth has kissed alot of pp, and he told me

peace out hahahaaaaaaaaaaa ditches

"I hung out with all Black people! They were cooler anyways."
- Joe Huskey

I love that guy, but anyways lets get this started like i should have. I woke up late, vexed and glorious as ever. But man, people pass away cool people, people that left me with nicknames that i actually didn't hate. A name that i probably wont hear anymore, its sad. It feels like when that person dies, a part of you dies with them. It's a weird feeling.

I for one dont really feel too much, i tolerate pain and that's the only thing i really feel these days, not mental, just physical. It's good but i guess its also unhealthy but i'm young so i dont really care yet. I am just that damn selfish, too selfish for anything really, like groups, or relationships. I put myself first and i doubt ill ever change that. I feel if I'm satisfied then i how can i satisfy anyone else? Sometimes i go out of my way to do something nice for people, because i realize at that point i am in fact so satisfied that i need to feed someone else's hunger.

I laugh to the point of my side hurting, and i love laughing im good at it even though i sound like a dying platypus when i do it.

I need to post my club live experience. There is a website that called club.live.com that was created by microsoft. I dont feel like explaining it so here is the wiki. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Live_Search_Club ....who doesnt love wikipedia? but yea i cheated with the help of people from gamefaqs.com message boards and i pretty much won a bunch of stuff...ie 10 xbox 360 controllers, xbox faceplate, 3 360 games, pc game for my dad. Just a bunch of ridiculous shit. I am an official hacker and proud of it. Friends of mine benefited as well. Shoutout to CHHAYA, Gnome. Who didnt complain and just shutup and played and won. I hope they get there stuff as well. Between cheating and losing points the next day then getting prizes anyways it was nuts. I started in late June and finished in late july and just hope i get some of the other stuff i ordered. I suggest anyone reading this to go to club.live.com and play some of these games for the prizes it was fun i guess.

I would talk about relationships, but who really needs them?

I'm working on a hip hop rant later so that will be posted soon.

Song of the weekend - in cold blood by scarface.

im actually in a good mood haha peace out snitches